It’s funny. You said it didn’t matter to you. Yet, as you talk on the phone with them you are fucking making me look like the bad guy. I’m DONE even trying. It’s dumb and bullshit. They just talked you out of it!!! Funny.
But in the end, I’m still the bad guy. :/ I’ll never win this battle. How am I suppose to take the fall for your every action. I don’t force you to do anything. I’ve only let you make your own choices. All I can do is let the stress of you not handling your shit build on me.
I just want some fucking food. How the fuck can this be your 4th week and still ain’t got paid. But the only thing you can say to me well we have $50. Really?! You can take the and shove it up you ass bc it cost us that much in gas a week. I’m tired of scraping by. Sorry but this aint the life for me, guess you ain’t the person for either.
Ha!!! You prolly did the same shot for that other bitch!!! Acting like you didn’t care about her?! I mean damn. You don’t stay with someone for a year if you don’t like them. Oh wait you filled her head with love too ? Hahahaha. Damn.
Damn. That was fucking cold. :/ if you only knew. Your turning out like everyone else. Knew you were always to be good to be true.
Don’t ask a fucking question when you already know the damn answer. The problem is everything!!! I’m tired of being the guilty party. You and your family makes me out like I’m some kind of robber. Like seriously?! I haven’t seen my family in almost 6 months. They get to see you every fucking week. So get real. You think that your gonna make me stay here and survive scraps. Yeah right. You can spend my money like water. And your freaking on me?! No fucking sir. You and your damn family can kiss my ass when I leave for Alabama in December. With or without you. Fuck your excuses. I ain’t taking them anymore.
welp i moved to texas andnow im sitting here bored out of my freakin mind.ughhhh.. im readyyy for some fun not sitting here on the computer talking to myself. facebook and solitair is only so entertaining for so freaking longggg…
HAPPY BIRTHDAYYY JACOB(:
it’s so hard to believe that in only two weeks you will have been gone for a year. today, you would have turned 19. i know your having the time of your life up in heaven, but im selfish and wish you were here to celebrate it with us. i can only imagine the pain your three brothers and parents are facing from your absents today! don’t think for a second that we don’t still carry you with us in our hearts baby boy. i know mallory is up there baking you a cake and ya’ll are throwin down with the angels. i can only imagine the joy ya’ll are having. i still can’t believe your not here. i just want one last time to ask you for a smoke of your cigeret or to laugh at all your jokes. i know i have said my goodbyes, but i would kill to say them one last time. thanks for being the angel that you are. take care of Mal, bc i know she is takin care of me. i love you buddy!!
HAPPY 19 TH BIRTHDAY JACOB ROSCOE BENTON.
R.I.P
About me
my name is miranda. i live in alabama. which lets me see hardly anything;) but i dont let it bring me down. random quotes are my favorite! they just make things come together better* i LOVE to write. If it's just a thought or something amazing. There is no telling what will eventually come out. I'm veryy free, but still pretty conformed in thoughts; but oh well. laughing is my addiction, i laugh at the dummest things, and I even laugh when I'm really hurt. But through everything I find confort in writing and basketball. With those I can be truely free*basketball is my LIFE* i've been playing for so long, but it was never my first sport.there is just a feeling that i can only exsperince on the court. & as for writing it's the only thing i can't be judge for. seeing as i'm judged everyday off of the dumest things. think and ponder, don't be so quick to judge......
